I don’t know what to make of this week.
At first, I enjoyed my free day on Monday…lonely, but made some money :D
Tuesday got odd. Another uncontrolled daydream happened about her….I had done fine not thinking about her all weekend, but freaking daydream just tore all of that up.
Wednesday comes around. Doctor shocks me that I have TWO weeks without sports or things. Does this give me an excuse to miss Sadies? :) Also, this means that I can’t do dance till mid MARCH!
Thursday startles me with news that my own grandmother was robbed at gunpoint….I’m scared. This was not what I signed up for when I agreed to my contract with my family. I was not supposed to be scared to violence. What am I suppose to do now to protect my own family. I’m pretty sure I can’t do anything else than a three-story wall and cameras. I really don’t want to put a bodyguard on all my family. That’s called invasion of privacy and would cost millions of dollars a year. Oh, and I’m also dealing with closing a budget which we are 200,000 U.S.D off….Yeah, what a Thursday, right?
To cap it all off, more media from Peru. <—Got to love the Varias Seminario family corp. However, Friday was a pretty good with the choir show. I enjoyed it plus it was a blast with Josh, Frank, Uji, and Sal.
Oh, and why does her “goodbyes” have to be soo……..grrr, can’t even find a word to describe her speech…
WHAT A WEEEEKKKKK
Follow, and according to Kenan, you will keep cool with girls…
#1 they are always right #2 listen #3 don’t say anything without thinking about how they could take it in the worst way possible #4 they are a princess and you are their peasant #5 treat them like a person though #6 calling them a good friend is apparently good… I never knew this #7 do things that you would want them to do (their perspective) #8 be alert due to random “tests” if you are really their friend #9 If a girl asks a question such as “how was your day?” they expect you to ask about theirs #10 sometimes a girl will pretend nothing is wrong when there is something wrong but this doesn’t mean that there is something wrong every time they respond with “nothing is wrong” #11 it is bad to get a really short answer to something #12 life is easier to just give in sometimes #13 girls will not always play by these rules and they may disobey the logic of some of them to mess with our brains #14 there is such a thing as flirting too much and being annoying (girls tend to give hints for guys smart enough to see them) #15 never tell a girl she has ugly handwriting #16 beautiful or gorgeous is safer to use than sexy #17 if you try to make a girl feel special, it is a bad idea to go out of your way for another girl #18 just like guys, girls get jealous (because guys don’t keep that in mind) #19 If a girl acts serious, don’t make jokes #20 if she says it’s not funny, if you like living don’t laugh
OA is such a messed up school! It is like against everything I believe in! So undemocratic, most communist educational institution that I have been through. I know, I’ve been through 9 schools. Seriously, what is the point of schooling if you cannot live your childhood years! Almost every grownup wishes they could return to their childhood. In my case, I HAVE NONE. Oxford need to go away…I want to have a life outside of studying and MORE STUDYING. oh and MS CHAI NEEDS TO STOP TOUCHING ME. MASSAGING MY SHOULDER HAS TO BE AGAINST SOME STATE EDUCATION CODE. FELT SO VIOLATED THAT DAYYYY. Also, it would be great if I moved to Los Al HS so I can go back and act normal. Every time I see OA people, I completely change. I hate that……
DAMN OXFORD
About Sadies:
OK, yeah I can be an asshole, but this year I CANNOT go to Sadies. I went to formal, which mean no more social activities such as these til my senior year. It does not have to do with anyone that I don’t want to go with anyone. In fact I would be pretty lucky if I get asked by anyone….So all you people that think i don’t want to go with “D” are full of bs. Stop making stuff up. I’d go with her, but I CANNOT go! Parents are not up to it. I do not want to beg because they let me go to formal. Besides, I do not want to lie to them anymore, so please, leave your comments to yourself. I would go with her, or anyone, really, but I am NOT ALLOWED to go. So please….and sorry to anyone that I hurt…..
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Whoever wanted me to change this, I can go know….
